December 2010
everyone is so quick to judge
the things i say.
if anyone else said it, it would be ignored or funny.
but since i said it im automatically being mean/rude.
i stopped being mean a long time ago because i don’t want to always be unhappy…
so maybe you all should change a bit too and stop assuming.
it’s drastically noticeable how much i have changed…
emotionally
and physically
drained.
tumblr is for creeps
and i am not one.
peace out tumblr.
last week
was mainly an emotional roller coaster.
i was effected by someone who i didn’t even know who took his life.
and my sister wasn’t even close to him but she knew him for 4 years…
so many mistakes were made at work i dont know why any of us still have jobs.
we haven’t even made plan in like a week i dont know what the hell that was all about…
yesterday and today...
ill continue on the things i dont like kick
people that ignore you and never want to hang out with you, but then they expect you to drop everything the second they want something.
when was the last time you thought about hanging out with me? really?
too bad im not a bottle of beer because then i’d see you every day.
3 tags
wish people
didn’t always say “that/they make me want to kill myself”
“oh my god im going to kill myself”
all the time. it gets thrown around so loosely.
it’s so common now that no one believes you wen you really mean it…
i might be slowly
but surely losing my friends and my mind thanks to my job and overwhelming amounts of homework and 4 hour classes
but i refuse to lose myself. i refuse. it’s the little things like blasting nelly in the car and laughing and remind me that i am fucking awesome.
wow
no one ever gives a shit when i actually blog and post stuff about how im feeling.
LOVE YOU TOO INTERNET IM HAVING A GREAT FUCKING DAY AND I HAD A GREAT FUCKING MONTH AND ITS NOT GETTING ANY BETTER